After all of the scouting based on
chatroom research and locals' suggestions, and camera adjustments
based on expert opinion and experienced aurora-trackers me'd met, we
were primed and ready for an all-out aurora blitz. We woke in the late morning the day after Eagle Summit ready to rock. Breakfast
was scarfed unceremoniously and sandwiches were grabbed for dinner so
nothing would disturb our night's work, and we set a course for
Murphy Dome, a place cross-referenced on-line and recommended first
hand. Bob and I had scouted it a few days before and the entirety of
the road seemed amenable to pull off and set up with a view looking
north-northeast.
I chose the first place where it looked
like the trek from the car to the site would be manageable and pulled
over. I'd been pretty fortunate thus far scouting locations and
helping to frame shots. Maybe it was their relief to finally find a
place that seemed both viable and safe, maybe it was that the sun was
still high and they could actually see what they were looking at, or
maybe Bob and Chris were both just amped to grab the aurora by its
ethereal cajones, but they were stoked on the location. “This is
perfect!” Bob said. “This is IT!” Cried Chris. They were
pacing back and forth again, this time in thigh-high snow, talking
lenses and foreground in quick, excited speech. Looking out on the
valley I noticed that I could identify most of the mountains, roads,
and rivers by name. It did feel really good to be there, just
exactly there, looking over what felt by that time like our own
Alaskan valley. It was like we were a part of it then. No longer
tourists in some unknown place, we'd trod the miles and suffered the
weather, and rapped with the people, and could call them all by name.
Alaskans call someone who's recently moved there but hasn't yet
experienced the winter a “Cheechako.” Having not been there long
but definitely having experienced the winter we were at least
honorary Chechakos. That made Chris the Cheechako from Chicago.
Which I thought was a hoot, but harder to explain than the punchline
was funny, so I kept it to myself.
Chris didn't wait for nighttime.
Inspired as he was he started ripping snapshots from all angles.
He'd carry one tripod a distance, set it, and come back for the next
one, walk the opposite direction, set it, and come back for the
third, from which he detached the camera, wrapped it around his neck,
and started randomly falling to his belly. In front of a dead bush,
or a certain configuration of snowflakes, or at the base of one of
the power line poles shooting what, I have no idea. I was just happy
he was happy. And he was really, really happy.
So much that when the aurora came and
went with what I considered to be a pretty mediocre show compared to
some other nights, Chris wasn't fazed in the least. He just kept
shooting. Stars, the milky way, the power lines again, he was like
some kind of madman. It was then that I noticed the flask that I
keep in my pocket for insulation against particularly cold nights was
missing. I waited patiently through the madness. But when he took
one of the cameras and carried it across the street, in completely
the opposite direction of the aurora, I approached him. “Uh, hey
there buddy.”
“Man, this is so incredible! Sunrise
from this spot is gonna be ama-sing!!” (He said it just like that,
accentuating an 's' where the 'z' should be. He'd been doing it
since his days with DJ Tiesto. I think it was a spoof on Tiesto's
Dutch accent. Regardless, he reserved it for when he thought
something would be so exceptional, he deemed it too much for a 'z' to
articulate).
“Hold up, man,” I said. “That's
not for like, five hours. What are we gonna do till then?”
“Oh man, I could shoot here for
weeks! The aurora's only part of it. I've had these ideas for
months about the other kinds of things I wanted to shoot, and they're
all here!!”
“Chris...where's my flask?”
“Oh, yea,” he said sheepishly.
“Right here.” He handed it back to me without resistance and I
was surprised to find he'd only emptied it of about half its
contents. Over the time we'd been there, that amount couldn't have
put a dent in him. He was really just
exceptionally excited to shoot. It took me a minute to wrap my head
around it. Maybe because his stress level had been so high in the
previous days, afraid he hadn't gotten enough material, I'd almost
forgotten what it looked like when Chris gets in the zone. It's
actually a lot of fun to watch. Artists have unique vision that they
spend the better parts of their lives trying to articulate, to
express to the world. I can't imagine the frustration when it
doesn't go their way – when the light is wrong, or something
breaks, or whatever it is happens that impedes their ability to
create what they see in their mind's eye. Watching Chris run around
to catch the flutter of a dead leaf in the breeze, or the starlight
through an icicle, reminded me of why we celebrate artists, why we
always have. Their madness speaks to something fundamental in all of
us – the urge to capture and keep for posterity that which defies
posterity, the present moment. In the artist's eye the present
moment is all there is. Their gift is that they're able to dig down
into it, truly experience it, and pull from it something that most of
us would miss. Maybe it's something true, maybe it's beautiful,
maybe it's confounding, but they put it out there on display that the
rest of the world might share in it, and maybe, if it all comes
together, find something meaningful in it. Our lives are enriched by
artists for their uncanny knack to capture that aspect of life we
find so hard to hold, a snapshot of the present moment.
“Alright
man,” I conceded. “As you were.” I went back to the truck,
finished my sandwich, and passed out a few hours in the driver's
seat. As dawn broke Chris and I were resetting shots in different
directions, none seemingly at the sunrise itself. But by that time
my faith was restored. If the artist says the sunrise is more
profound off a telephone pole then I'll point the camera at the wood.
We fixed the shots to Chris' contentment, then took a break. In
that pause it was as if Chris snapped out of machine mode and came
back to earth. Spent by his furious artistic binge and fading fast
he suggested I take the truck into town for some coffee and breakfast
sandwiches. So I rolled down to the Hilltop Truckstop and did just
that. When I got back it had begun to snow. Large, soft, languid
flakes coasted down across our Alaskan valley, landing among their
stacked brethren like a cottonball atop the back of a sheep. It was
so absolutely peaceful in the soft light of dawn I thought I might
take a picture to capture it. But then, some things are too beautiful
to put on film. They say a picture speaks a thousand words. This moment would have to remain silent.
When
it came time, around 10 or so, to pack up and head back Chris gave me
a look that told me he had news I wasn't going to like. “We gotta
go interview those scientists at U-Fairbanks. You gotta get me
there,” he said. In an hour it would be 24 since we set out that
day. Not uncommon to pull with Chris. What's another couple
hours after a full day? I offered no argument, just ate my sandwich
in silence in the feathery falling snow.
The
interview at U-Alaska Fairbanks was not a disaster. Though neither
was it useful. The guys we interviewed were certainly experts on meteorology, just not on aurora. I'm not sure
how the whole thing got set up, but I didn't care at that point.
I just wanted to sleep. I knew, it being about 2 in the afternoon
by the time we'd leave campus, that a knock on my wall was coming in less than
three hours, and it'd be time to chase the aurora again.
Great writing, Eric. Seriously. Now I have to go through and read ALL these posts. This passage in particular was cause for reflection:
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Keep up the good work!!